Sunday, March 27, 2011

Disappointment

Been a week since last injection
I'm feeling kind of queasy
Could this be what it feels like?
It really seemed too easy.

I've said all my tehillim
My back begins the aching
And 40 days of shmiras peh
Has been mine for the taking

My husband's feeling hopeful
And I start to feel the same
Could this really be the very month
That G-d picked our name?

But yet another disappointment
My heart has again borne
Now it's time to start another round
Of drives in early morn.

5 comments:

Mystery Woman said...

May it happen very soon be"h.

Sun inside Rain said...

I am so, so sorry.
I can't imagine the extent of your pain, but you should know I feel some of it too, Imo anochi batzara..

May this be your last disappointment in this very difficult parshah!

Devorah said...

I am so, so sorry. This must be so painfully difficult for you. All the hopes, the maybes...only to find out that you have to try yet again. May all the work, money and emotional energy you are putting in to this soon pay off.

As always, I'm davening for you.

colloquiallyspeaking said...

i'm sorry i don't have the words to say...
...just wanted to let you know that i don't have them...but i wish i did...or that you could see me struggle to tell you what my heart is feeling...

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry.