Sunday, May 8, 2011

Burnt Again

Went to a family simcha on Thursday.
My husband was so calm and happy, thinking that maybe this time, we too had a chance at making our own.
And then, that same day, it was over.
Finito.
And I couldn't even cry, because I was having guests for Shabbos and had to cook and get my home ready.

On to the next round!
(At least the doctor, nurses, and secretaries were happy to see me...)

5 comments:

Sun inside Rain said...

:-( I am so, so sorry. That must've been so hard. I hope you got your good, cleansing cry out by now...and I hope and pray from the bottom of my heart that the next round will be the last round necessary.
Thinking of you...

Sad Jewish Girl said...

Dear Soul Comfort,

I can imagine how your neshama is crying out for a child, just like our Imahos. It must have been so incredibly hard for you to deal with that. I hope you are comforted and Hashem gives you brachos. With much love.

Anonymous said...

Oh, no. Oh no. I'm sorry. Davening that your yeshua comes soon.

tem said...

(((SC)))

I don't know you, and I don't really know what you're going through, but my heart goes out to you. And I pray that soon you will have your prayers answered l'tovah and we'll be wishing you mazel tov on this very blog!

Devorah said...

I am so, so sorry for you. That must have hurt real bad.
You give off the impression of someone who stays positive even when it’s so hard. How do you do it?!
Wishing you all the strength to continue on!!